Movie Review: Bangkok Love Story

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It's clearly monsoon season. Can't you tell from all the rain?

To say that Bangkok Love Story is a gay movie is spot on – it has quite the exhibitionistic streak. Bathing in the open, smooching in the streets, having sex on a water logged rooftop – it appears that while killing people is a crime in Bangkok, lusty gay sex in the open isn't. If only Singapore were like that, oh what a gay place it would be.

Besides the exhibitionism, it appears that Bangkok is also facing a shortage of clothes. Stone, played by Chaiwat Tongsang, is clad in very skimpy boxer briefs for a large part of the movie, and seems to have no sense of shame running around in them 24/7. For a brief (pun unintended) while I contemplated the fact that perhaps his clothes were dirty, but wait – even in the comfort of his highly luxurious home, he's still topless, and I highly doubt it's because he wants to seduce his wife.

Not that I'm complaining of course. Stone's rekindled my interest in Thai men, and has given rice queens all over the world a new reason to celebrate. This boy is drop dead gorgeous from head to toe.

While the actors might be one of the most gorgeous guys that Asian film has seen, the plot itself suffers from an overdose of melodrama. In general, most movie characters seek to have a sense of emotional progression. Dramatics are good, if there is a build up that manages to soften its shock value.

But Bangkok Love Story, being a groundbreaking gay movie, has dispensed with this tradition. You'll find yourself jumping from one end of the emotional spectrum to the other in a matter of seconds. Mothers hang themselves, tears pour forth in buckets, wives open fire on their gay husbands, and the rain, oh, the rain. Suffice to say that the proponents of the Save Water campaign would not be pleased.

I have a small quibble with the love story too. Stone falls in love instantly. I know being the saved damsel in distress often precipitates this sort of affection, one only needs to look at fairy tales for a precedent.

But this is a bit too much of a jump here – holing up in a rooftop for a few days and scrubbing each other down doesn't quite necessitate the kind of undying, unrequited, and highly persistent love that Stone seems to have for Cloud. If you ask me, the best man in his wedding video didn't look like a bad alternative at all. At least that one didn't seem to come with all that emotional baggage.

Yet, if you ignore the implausible ground from which this unconventional love sprung forth, you'll find pretty sweet depictions of love. You can't quite fault the actors in this department – the loving that goes on at the rooftop is rather tender, be it gingerly feeding each other food, playing glancing games, or passionately making out in the streets. It's so sweet that when it ended, in a Bollywood hide-and-seek game of unrequited love no less, I did feel a small tug at my heartstrings.

Perhaps the photography played a part. The true beauty in this film lies in the cinematography. Images are juxtaposed to interesting effect, and unconventional angles capture the scraggly Bangkok city against the wondrous open sky. With scenes like the shootout in a Buddha statue factory, the grunge of Bangkok is contrasted with slow, moving music that creates an interestingly engaging effect. I was particularly struck by the image of the two leads making out on a reflective sheet of water, so much that I forgot the incredulity of it for a moment.

In essence, the key to enjoying this movie is to believe in it. The story, at its very basic premise, is engaging. It's a romantic gay love story filled with manly shoot-out action that's portrayed in an artistic yet nail-biting way. Throwing away stereotypes of traditional Thai kathoey and replacing them with hard gangsters results in a drama that involves the audience, instead of alienating them through comedy. Add a socially responsible sub-plot aimed at raising awareness for AIDS victims, and you've got a movie that has the potential to engage most gay audiences, if you believe.

And while I was a little skeptical, judging from the teary-eyed audience, it seems that it succeeded

- Tim, Trevvy

Sunkist Iced Tea - "Basketball"

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This clip is so funny!


Levis Gay Commercial

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Seems there's a new Levis ad which came out. Interestingly enough there's a gay version of it. Wish all sexy commercials had this kind of twist.

Straight Version:



Gay Version:

ICON Unpublished 01

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Ever wondered what happens during an ICON photo shoot? You at least want to know what it’s like huh? Well, wonder no more. Your favorite ICON magazine just released another first - ICON Unpublished 01. A collection of never-before-seen photos from the ICON archives. Funny, provocative, sexy and definitely exclusive photos that will give you a glimpse behind the scenes!

First Love

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I was throwing around with a Daniel a movie idea in the past couple of weeks. Basically it's about a depressed gay guy (Piolo) who gets into a car accident. He survives but required therapy. He is assigned a doctor (Sam) to help him overcome his condition and eventually falls in love with his doctor. Convinced that his feelings will not be returned he sinks further into depression. Unknown to him, his doctor has likewise started to develop the same feelings for his patient.

The atmosphere of the story is a combination of that of a love story with a touch of romance and comedy.

I'll try to post the story here as the days go by. The pic in the right just about sums it all up.

LETTER FROM THE PUBLISHER: A NEW BOOKAZINE FROM X-RAY!

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While X-RAY#3 is still in the works, we've decided to launch a new
bookazine series that promises to be not only different but more
daring and sexy than anything we've ever done before.

I'm proud to introduce CLIMAX.

CLIMAX is about ordinary men in their most provocative form. The
bookazine pushes the limits in male photography but still maintains
shots and concepts that are classy and well done. We've wanted to
come out with a publication like this for so long and we think this
is the prefect time. Though we love working with celebrities, CLIMAX
allowed us to do shots beyond what we usually are allowed to. We are
glad that we were able to work with very professional and open-minded
models.

You may find the models in CLIMAX quite familiar. The models were
selected from the men who starred in Viva's PROVOQ video. The video
became such a hit in town. A lot of people wanted to see more of
them so we decided to have them appear in the first issue of CLIMAX.
Who can better define the word "provocative" than these men? And
they did not disappoint. If you liked the pictures in the video,
then check out their new photos specially shot for CLIMAX. These men
took things to the next level.

We hope that you will support our new bookazine as much as you've
supported all our other products. We've already gotten your trust in
terms of quality. Expect this product to meet and exceed your
expectations. CLIMAX comes in a 9 x 9 format, an inch smaller than
our regular X-RAY issue and retails for P380. We've made CLIMAX
smaller because we wanted X-RAY to still be our mother title. As
usual, this maiden issue has a limited print run so go out and buy
your issue before it runs out. We intended it to be this way. We
know this will become yet another collector's item similar to X-
RAY#1. CLIMAX is now available in store starting today.

Visit the photo section of this e-group to see who among the PROVOQ
men have been included in this upcoming issue of CLIMAX. For CLIMAX,
we will not be posting pages like what we normally do for X-RAY.
This is because most of the photos are very sensitive. (You'll know
what I mean when you buy the bookazine.) I'm sure you will agree
that after looking through their photos, you'd want to see more and
more. That's what CLIMAX is really about.

Sincerely,

Danio Caw
PUBLISHER

P.S. We have some changes in our distribution channels. We will no
longer be available in PAPYVORE but instead we've added BOOKSALE to
our list of outlets. I know a lot of you buy their copies from the
Papyvore's Robinsons Manila branch so instead, get your copies from
BOOKSALE located at the ground floor or in their branch at SM
Manila. Hope that you spread the word among your friends where
CLIMAX can be bought: CV Magazine Landmark Department Store, Bufini,
Fully Booked, Bibliarch, Booksale, Filbars and Eddiemar (Iloilo City).

MEN OF FANTASY UNDRESS, An X-ray Book Press Release

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Riding on the popularity of fantaseryes airing on television today, X-RAY returns to feature the sexiest heroes primetime has to offer.

Top billing the roster of fantasy men is none other than Encantadia star, Alfred Vargas. After winning GMA 7’s coveted Viewers Choice Awards for Sexiest Male Actor, Alfred brandishes his hunky appeal in a special X-RAY shoot pegged as his most daring to date. This time, he goes all the way--proving that he is truly a sex symbol of our time. Also included is teen hearttthrob, Jake Cuenca who is part of GMA7’s new fantaserye, Majika. Jake sheds his clothes for the first time--showing all his fans that he is all grown up. He banishes his awkward boyish body to exhibit a body fit for a future underwear model.

Joining the elite fantasy roster as well is Arthur Solinap, Alfred Vargas’ comrade-at-arms in Encantadia. Arthur is set to make his own mark in the local showbiz scene as he plays a bigger and more pivotal role when the fantaserye hit returns. He works out daily in preparation for his role and he reveals this well-toned body exclusively in X-RAY. Also look out for Justin Cuyugan of Etheria. The tall, dark and handsome actor had no qualms in starring in a pictorial where he portrays a boyfriend who videotapes himself for his girlfriend’s pleasure.

cover bThe jam-packed issue includes other stars like Biboy Ramirez, Jake Roxas and Kris Martinez, a showbiz newcomer who was a former Close Up To Fame finalist. Lastly, Starstruck Ultimate Survivor Mike Tan goes shirtless only for X-RAY.

Wait no longer for the anticipated return of X-RAY featuring sixty pages of pictures showcasing the finest photography in the country today. Also included is a special folded insert featuring five hot male models.

X-RAY Number Two is available only in select stores starting April 7. Get your copy for only P380 from CV Magazine in Landmark, Fully Booked, Bibliarch, Papyvore, Bufini and Filbars outlets. X-RAY is published by X-RAY Media Publications.

X-RAY Magazine

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A "friend" of mine dreamed of publishing his own magazine - it's topic, likewise a favorite of mine: men!

Now, a couple of months his dream finally come true.

"X-Ray is a visual sensory indulgence that exhibits the adoration on the male human form. It is a collection of candid iconic imagery that displays lust perfect men as objects of sensual art made for worshipping. The first of its kind, this photo-intensive bookazine (book and magazien format) of hedonistic appeal celebrates A-List celebrities at their sexiest. Each sensually guiltless and expressive page leaves constrasting sensations, bringing excitement to tickle one's imagination. The uninhabited display of heavenly bodies through extensive photographic exhibition boasts of simplicity, elegance and seductive sophistication as seen in the male form. Lauded for his keen eye, acclaimed photographer Ronnie Salvacion expresses artistry in this tribute masterpiece on masculinity. In this age where Eve is glorified in countless forms, the modern Adam rises anew in this moment in time. The beautiful imagery void of masculine guilt is venerated in a universal language that holds no boundaries. As the embodiment of manly sexiness is redefined, the mood, feeling and desire in this essay of post-modern photography are arrestingly breathtaking. This unforgettable sybaritic experience can be seen as we enter the world of X-ray."

Source: Multiple Choice by Luis Espiritu (Philippine Star, November 27 2005)

Whether he is a movie hearthtrob, rock god, top model or sports superstar, this bookazine promises to portray the local male through the finest photography in the country today. For so long, male celebrities have eluded exposing their intimate selves - giving way to women gracing covers with their sex appeal and sensuality. Now, through X-RAY, readers can see the male celebrity in his most tender and vulnerable form.

The mag features Rafael Rossel, Mark Herras, polo Ravales, Ryan Eigenmann, Rich Vergara and Andrew Wolf

Generation Pink (GP) Magazine

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Pride-filled first issue out to paint town pink

September 2005, Manila, RP - Announcing the publication of a proud quarterly magazine: CircuitAsia Generation Pink (GP) Magazine! Out to
paint the town pink on, GP presents the new urban demographic: young,
sophisticated, politically liberal, metrosexual, and fashion and image
conscious. The focus of the first issue is Pride and how it influences the
disparate constituents of Generation Pink: Pride in self, community,
friends, advocacy, celebration, and sexuality.

Also included are interviews with various entertainment and cultural luminaries such as Danton Remoto, Colin MacKay, Mon Serrano, and several others. Generation Pink readers will also discover reviews and discussion of recent film, literature, theatre, and music, all specially chosen to appeal to this unique demographic. The magazine is intended to educate,
entertain, empower, and edify the modern reader while keeping a sharp eye on what's sexy and what's fun. It doesn't matter if it's parties, fashion, politics, relationship advice, activism, or opinion, GP will have the latest and best information for our hip readership.

Lucky readers will have a chance to win a pair of free tickets to CircuitAsia's next mega-party event, Salvation Masquerade Ball on October
28, 2005 at the World Trade Center! Over 1000 tickets will be randomly distributed in pairs in the premiere issue of GP Magazine. The winners will be able to experience an intense party featuring DJ Luke Hope (London) and the tempestuous Tonnic (London).

Available in the Metro Manila area on all major bookstores and magazine shops.


Source: Fabuloush



Oh, check out the trunks. They're made by a good friend of mine. You guys can check more of it at Zon7

Kodak fits gay into the picture

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KodakgayThe gay and lesbian market has developed such that Kodak has brought them into the advertising picture. Literally.



The company has introduced a new campaign featuring gay-specific ads. Digital, Simple, fabulous ...



While most of the ads feature three women who could be friends - or a lesbian's ménage a trois - one has two in a very top/bottom close position ...



Source: Ohlalaparis.com

Since You've Been Gone

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Since You've Been Gone
by Kelly Clarkson

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

Providential

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"Providential"

That's how Paris describes last Saturday's (or early Sunday's) incident.

A bit of background before I explain why: Bumped into Daniel at the Gym in
the morning. Wasn't really planning to, but Anne kinda screwed up the
schedules and made mine coincide with Daniel. Anyway, after a week of not
seeing him, we had lunch and coffee together (offsetting all the plans I
had for the day, which included getting my phone repaired and going home
and prepare before meeting up with the gang for that night's videoke
gimmick).

During which time Daniel told me that he wouldn't want to go to Makati for
a wholesome night out with the rest of the gang coz of several reasons,
namely
(a) Makati is too tempting a hunting ground for him. He fears he'll be
exposed to other teamplayers (and his ex) and that he might jump on any
chance he could even though he doesn't want that.
(b) He doesn't want to bump into his other group which is of "bad
influence" to him
(c) He's avoiding the temptation of going to the hot spots and be thrust
into the action.
Bottom line, he said he can't go and asked me to explain to Paris and Luke
why.

Well, the videoke session night out went well (even if Luke had to leave
since he had a date with Stellar Eyes). By twelve, Paris, KC and I were
still wired and decided to hit the road. We joked of going to Government
but when we got there we found that the crowd outside was pretty thin and
decided to move to Malate instead. Inside the car, I was joking that we
should bump into one of Daniel's friend. I even added that it would be
funny if we went there and found Daniel with him.

Guess what. It wasn't funny. When we got to Malate, I spotted the friend
along one of the tables in the bar outside of Bed. I jokingly pulled Paris
back to point him out. To our shock, there seated beside him was Daniel.
He must be likewise surprised coz he hurriedly stood up and started to
explain himself. I don't think Paris and I were in the mood to listed and
waved him off. We decided we needed a drink and went in to Bed.

After a while, Daniel came in. He said hello. But still pissed at him, we
just gave him the cold shoulder.

Same thing happened when he came over to say he was going home.

Can you blame me for being a cold hearted bitch?

Paris is more pissed coz he things that Daniel might have been just making
excuses and avoiding the group.

I'm pissed coz I've been betrayed and lied to.

I guess the coincidence was still working for me. In a sense Paris is
right, that night has indeed been Providential. I got to see the side I
didn't want to see.

Hopefully, that incident have knocked some sense into me.

I think it has.

Different Planes of Existence

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In one of the theories of existence I've read, it states that aside from
the world we're living in are other planes of existence - different
realities with interwoven connections. Except for rare linking points, each
plane is effectively its own universe with its own natural laws. For
example, there is our plane (the material plane) which coexistent with that
of the Ethereal Plane - a plane which is mirrors that of the Material plane
but exist in a different level. That is, these two planes overlap each
other and yet stuff from one plane cannot affect those on the other. On
many levels, that's how one can describe my existence with Daniel and the
thing that I have to realize.

Hale: Here Tonight

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I bought the Hale CD a couple of weeks ago and had Daniel hear it. He
didn't really say much or made any sign he appreciated it. I though, fine,
we have our own taste in music. That was until yesterday when he told me
that he now likes the CD after Mark's wife had him listen to it.

Okaay!

I don't know if I'm just being a bit too sensitive about it but doesn't he
have the decency to at least recognize that I was the one to have him
listen to it. Oh yeah, he doesn't know I would feel hurt about it. I'm
too sensitive and he's a jerk.

I should really stop setting myself up like that.

That was strike one. Here's strike two. He says his favorite song in the
album is "Here Tonight", a song about a guy who was left by his love. Like
come on! The guy left you! Get over it! For pete's sake, the guy's
pimping himself on the internet to get f*cked! You're crying over someone
like that?!

You know what? I am tired of hearing the Cain stories. An I'm tired of
writing Daniel stories.

* * *

Here Tonight

Hale
So long to you my love
dont be afraid to run away
I know you'll be okay
just take your time to find

but I need you here tonight
I need you there inside
I need you here tonight
I really really need you here tonight

made up my mind on this
too late for me to hold you back
maybe too short or dumb
to try for you but I will anyway

It's all my fault
to feel this way for you that day
i know I am and I will
though it's wrong, so wrong

cause I need you here tonight
I need you here inside
I need you here tonight
I really really need you here

I need you, I need you
I need you here inside
I need you, I need you
I really really need you here

Guilty

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In the last couple of weeks, Anne - the girl fromt he office at fitness first - has been reporting to me that Daniel has been going thru some rough times. It's weird that I hear these stuff from her since Daniel has only known her for a couple of weeks and now he's confiding in her.

Maybe that's the case. He can confide with her and yet not with us - his friends. What happened? Paris did tell me once that Daniel became somewhat apprehensive of telling me his problems. Now Anne tells me that Daniel got to drinking when he lost his sale for the month. I didn't ask if he drank alone or with is other friends. The fact that I didn't know about this kidna tells something about me being a friend.

Was I really that so self absorbed with my own feelings that I forgot my duties as a friend and eventually pushed my friend away during the time that he needed me?

But that only rises the question on whether he really needed me at that time. Was it guilt I felt or was it the yearning for the idea of beeing needed?

Apprehensive

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Paris shared somethign to me regarding Daniel that made me think. I think I previously mentioned that Daniel tried quitting taking his meds in liue of trying to take control of his own emotions without their help. Anyway, during the first day he felt extremely lonely and called his ex, Cain. I guess he felt miserable about doing that. He told me this story a couple of days after the incident and added that he called Paris to ask for advice.

I felt both jealous and relieved at the time that Daniel talked to Paris at that time of need and not me.

During dinner yesterday, Paris however, let it slip that Daniel was apprehensive about calling me and talking about his problems. Well, what do you know the b*stard does have some feelings. I guess he finally bought a clue and figured out all those vacation times I asked were because of
something.

I just wonder if he really knew that those time outs where the time I had to recollect myself so that I wouldn't lose myself in him coz I would be falling in love with him again.

Bottomline, I'm still unsure if I'm happy about not being told or if whether it's better if I'm there for him...

Let's Face It

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June 08

It was kikay day. Luke, Paris and I had our facials this day at "Let's Face It". It probably looked weird for those at the salon since there's these three guys dishing stuff to and fro while having their faces cleaned and treated (Paris and I had seaweed masks while Luke had Collagen and Eye mask treatments). It between face pricks and teary eyes, we tried to catch up with whatever was happening with each other's life: Work, dating, gym, KC, etc. I guess it was inevitable that we talked of Daniel since Paris did invite him once to a facial session.

It was pretty weird to have these two other guys talk about Daniel since I'm normally the one who would constantly talk about him. Actually I was kinda wary about bring back the topic - always guarding myself on saying too much about Daniel. Anyway, as Paris points out, it was inevitable that we don't talk about him coz we are a group and that Daniel is part of that group. I guess I was kinda self absorbed there.

Hustler

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June 04

After a long day at the gym and mall-ing (window shopping, coffee and
watching two movies) the last thing I was expecting was to be approached by
a male hustler - an escort. I've been having dinner at Shakey's Pizza
Festival mall when I noticed this guy who kept looking at me from the
outside (Shakey's has been renovated into this open area wherein the people
inside can clearly see outside and vice versa). Anyway, I noticed the guy
was standing there lifting his jolibee cup and raising his eyebrows to
catch my attention. I immediately tagged hi for an escort as I've been
taught by the glen people on how to notice such. I ignored the guy as much
as I can until I was finished with my meal. The last thing I wanted was to
mistake any recognition as an invitation to dinner. I did occasionally
looked up to see if he was still there and if he was as good looking as
when I first glanced at him. After my meal, I quickly went to the
restaurant's washroom to hide all my money in a safe place just in case.

Once out of the pizza place, I headed for the other direction the guy was
located. He quickly dogged my steps. Curiosity got the better of me and I
decided to investigate. I stopped over at the balcony overlooking the
mall's activity place and waited. As expected, he stepped beside me and
without much further ado asked me for the time. I gave it to him and he
quickly introduced himself as Alex. I gave him a pseudo name and he made
small talk. Within minutes though he was saying that he wanted to say
something and was awkward about it. I aid, I had no idea what he was
talking about and would be open minded enough to take whatever he had to
say at face value.

He then asked if I had experience with another man. Playing coy I said I
did, once before. He continued asking if I wanted to repeat the
experience. He said he was more than willing to do whatever I wanted - for
a price. I guess I got insulted and tired of playing at that time and
started making excuses as that I lived far (which he said he could easily
travel to) or that I was tired from the gym (to which he said he was more
than able to make up for and do all the work). Bottom line I walked out.

So what did I get from the experience? A first hand experience of the
flesh trade. I honestly would have wanted to become friends him. To learn
more about him. I did feel kind of sad and insulted that he marked me for
a target. Was it possible of that in some level I was sending out to the
world the fact that I was sad and lonely? Or is it more possible that I
was just too gay and easily spotted. If that may be true, should I do
something about it? Who does the Fairy GodMother turn to when he has
questions? Paris offered to talk about it, but I don't think I'm ready to.

You And Me by Lifehouse

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"You And Me"

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything he does is beautiful
Everything he does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

* * *

This is Daniel's favorite song as of the moment. I've had it for quite a
while on my mp3 player at the office but I didn't quite give it much
thought until Daniel asked me to listen to it a couple of Saturdays ago. I
have to admit that LIfehouse has some great vocals but the lyrics kinda
found me thinking about "our" situation.

Seems I've been losing time just watching him. I don't know how to tell
him stuff and how all the (even the weird) things he does just gives some
sort of light in my otherwise bleak life. I mean it's been seven years...

If It Ain't Broke...

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In the last couple of months, I've been a witness to Paris' dilemma of
figuring out of whom he "needs" to be with - Steve or KC. I think much
tears have been shed from all parties and they just can't figure out how to
solve their dilemma.

My advice to Paris was to take his time and try to sort himself up without
the influence of the other two. Upon coming back from his trip he was
expecting to have some sort of decision making process and decide. I guess
fate had other plans. The second day back, he had a date (or two) with KC.
When it was to connect with Steve, the latter simply said he was fine and
was already dating. To think of all the anguish they suffered only to
have the situation correct itself.