Guilty

In the last couple of weeks, Anne - the girl fromt he office at fitness first - has been reporting to me that Daniel has been going thru some rough times. It's weird that I hear these stuff from her since Daniel has only known her for a couple of weeks and now he's confiding in her.

Maybe that's the case. He can confide with her and yet not with us - his friends. What happened? Paris did tell me once that Daniel became somewhat apprehensive of telling me his problems. Now Anne tells me that Daniel got to drinking when he lost his sale for the month. I didn't ask if he drank alone or with is other friends. The fact that I didn't know about this kidna tells something about me being a friend.

Was I really that so self absorbed with my own feelings that I forgot my duties as a friend and eventually pushed my friend away during the time that he needed me?

But that only rises the question on whether he really needed me at that time. Was it guilt I felt or was it the yearning for the idea of beeing needed?